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topic given- "short story" but i'm done
i love my friends. i love that i have surrounded myself with the people i have. i hate the thought of leaving these people in the too near future. it scares me. moving outside of my comfort zone will be hard. i am scared, to tell the truth. i am afraid of what will come of not seeing the people i have grown to count on every day of my life. i fear change. i don't want it to be different, but at the same time i need to get out of here. i need to experience independence and freedom and aloneness. not loneliness, mind you. i need to really live, not just depend on the lives of others. i need to learn to solve problems myself, to find out what it's like not to be able to vent to my best friend about anything worrying me. but i'm so scared.
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i know.
I can't even respond to this...
but what if we all just lived together forever? Things would still change.
I can't think about how much will change anymore. I start to and just push it away, it hurts. Claudia and I had a long talk one night about change: how we know that there will be some people we'll lose and sometimes you can tell who those people are. You can say anything you want to them but they're still not as reliable as you'd like them to be.
I need to stop talking before I depress myself. again.
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