10/6

as of 10/6
just for fun

1. Who were you with last night?
i had a tennis match. so everyone that was there. then came home and was with the fam, and studying for sats (i know it didn't ask what i was doing. this is how i answer questions).

2. What woke you up this morning?
my dad opening up my door. my alarm is set to go off mon-fri as default, so it doesn't wake me up when it's accidentally set on the weekends. bummer it's a saturday. but i still had time and wasn't rushed.

3. Where are you?
comp room. we now have 3 computers in my house (my sis's laptop was added), and i still only use this.

4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
tomorrow will hopefully be great. i will wake up leisurely, eat breakfast with my family, go on a hike with joshua and then go out to lunch with him. we will probably hang out the rest of the day, and then he will drop me off and i will pack for my kairos week long retreat next week.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
..yes. :)

6. When was the last time you cried?
AW! last person that posted this: "i dunno, i feel like crying right now" sad... i don't. um, i cried myself to sleep last night. felt better after waking up though. like alyssa said once, "i hope when you wake up you forget how you fell asleep"... well i did. and it was a lot happier.

-The PAST-

7. Ever thrown up in public?
at the ER in the waiting room before getting my kidney stones checked out. hadn't thrown up in literally like 12 years. but that night was disgusting... you needed to know that.

8. Passed out because of alcohol?
hi.

9. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
my eyes are burning. i think cuz i yawned so they're watery, and now i'm staring at a too bright comp screen. but also maybe because i never take my contacts out at night and these are the ones i've had for like 3+ months and you're supposed to change them monthly...

10. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
yeah. i seriously would. i'd much rather die than live knowing i could've done something to prevent someone's death. not anyone, but a few people.

11. Where would you like to live?
i love it here. if i grew up and could live anywhere, here would be great. i really believe that. but i don't know. it's hard to think about. joshua asked me that the other night. and i think if i had the money and the willingness to live anywhere, i'd have a few houses, sort of like get-aways.

12. What kind of home would you like?
a house. a nice one. which doesn't mean big. i think i have a nice house but it's not big. something like it.

13. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
graduating college. probably applying for graduate school. doing everything i'm doing now over again. go life.

- IN GENERAL -

16. When was the last time you fell over / ran into something?
ran into a desk on the way down the steps in the sat today. i don't think anyone noticed.

17. Do you listen to music everyday
yes, in some way shape or form, yes. tonight on the way home in joshua's car it was tv on the radio, turned way way up so he could hear the bass, which i hear was spectacular, and then jack johnson. reminded me of old times. lovely.

18. What was the last thing you ate?
spaghetti. and meat sauce. and texas toast (garlic bread that is amazing). and salad with good ranch dressing. and corn tortilla chips. his mom is so good at making things taste good.

19. Are you a fast typist?
i was typing something after school a few days ago. and i saw out of the corner of my eye kristina looking at me. and after a few minutes she was like "you type so fast."

20. About how many people have you liked?
ha. 50? i tend to count people in my class and life that i HAVEN'T liked. the list is shorter. (but that counts like 5 minute periods when i have a conversation with someone and think they're amazing, even just momentarily.) i'm no slut.

21. What are you doing this weekend?
today i woke up early to take the sat subject tests. then went over to joshua's. hung out. er. fell asleep. ate good food then got dropped off at home.

22. Whats your favorite type of pop?
diet coke. hi.

23. Whats your LEAST favorite pop?
dr pepper (not root beer, as recently decided, because it can be made into floats).

24. Have you ever won an award?
yeah i actually just got a letter in the mail saying i'm an AP scholar for getting 3s+ on 3 AP tests. go me. (that's not all..)

26. Are you listening to music right now?
no. i'm trying to be quiet.

27. Whats a quote that you love?
we need to talk about this. because i need to think of a yearbook quote. i have a few options (since they have to be yearbooky, not love-y etc):
"do what you will, always walk where you like your steps, do as you please (i'll back you up)" -dave matthews
"remember everything when only memory remains" -counting crows
"and we'll laugh and toast to nothing" -ani difranco
"have heart, my dear, we're bound to be afraid" -snow patrol
"am i right side up or upside down, is this real or am i dreaming?" -dave matthews
that's all i got so far. if you have other options, tell me.

28. How long 'til your birthday?
"do we have any movies jackie can watch?" "oh, you rented movies?" "oh, they're all R" "i'm almost EIGHTteen."

29. When were you the saddest in your whole life?
oh wow. um. SAD. not just crying. 2 januarys ago stands out in my mind. otherwise i can't really think.

30. What time is it?
10:28pm

31. What time do you want it to be?
i'm fine, thanks.

32. What makes you mad?
stress. and college. and i just got told to go to bed so these shall be shorter i suppose.
LACK OF TIME.

33. Have you ever had a song written about you?
yes. actually. :) but no words. just greatness.

34. What song makes you happy?
there are a lot. a lot a lot. that's crystal baller and dreamgirl.

35. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
i'll back you up and halfway home. used to be every night. but now just my thoughts. and lots of them.

36. Do you have a job?
no thanks.

37. Do you shower before bed or the next morning?
in the morning. "the next morning." the next one.

38. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
i'd love to be white. stay whole for as long as possible.

39. What makes you happy?
people who care. and being held rocks.

40. Whats the next CD you're gonna get?
i don't get cd's... a mix! yes. probably a mix (the "from who" part yet to be determined).

41. Name 3 of your favorite songs?
of your. not just your favorite. um. run by snow patrol. several ways to die trying by snow patrol. and 0% interest by jason mraz.

42. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?
hellsyes.

43. Are you taller than your sibling(s)?
tallest of the girls. for the first time ever. phil can beat me, i'm ok with that.


like i said, just because. was sent to alyssa, but answers were changed slightly for your viewing pleasure. love always.